My Mother Is Growing Old & It Scares Me

photo credit: Rex Sanguis

that one night |

 

she, too, will become a labyrinth |

 

for ghosts returning home | &

 

under a burning roof | we’d

 

pray for rain |

 

but nothing would fall | I know what

 

death can do with the little light | in a grand darkness |

 

what the little light | in a grand darkness |

 

can cause death to do |

 

both sentences end at the otherworld |

 

I’ve seen many homes used as illustrations

 

in grisly stories |

 

& these homes have only children in them | My

 

mother is gradually growing wrinkles on her face |

 

& she often yells out father’s name |

 

Her love for the sky is waxing | as if her heart is buried there |

 

Last night | I heard her cough | but

 

she wouldn’t take water | who doesn’t take water? |

 

The dawn is coming too early these days | &

 

mother’s feet are rejecting the ground | she would emplace

 

her body on one side of the bed |

 

holding her rosary abreast | waiting

 

on something to grip her | & hymning | hymning | hymning |


Hassan Usman

is an award winning (performance) poet, content creator, and an undergraduate of the University of Ilorin studying Counselor Education. He’s 2/4 of Next Generational Poets (NGP). Winner of Poetry Unlimited 3.0, 2nd place winner (Age 15-18) Dawnprojectnetwork Poetry & Pictures, runner up AMBNPL’21, Top10 ManiPoetry Competition, he was shortlisted in the BKPW Writing Contest (May Edition). His works are/forthcoming in Write the World, The Shallow Tales Review, Kalam Aur Kalam, My Woven Poetry, Ponder Savant, Poetry in Motion, and elsewhere. He’s on Instagram and Twitter @billiospeaks.

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