Bleeding Heart

Photo source: Adeoluwa Olatunji

Nawa oh, why you come day do like woman?” — Semilore Kilaso.

 

the place you address to as home detest seeing the

saltwater washed ashore the lids of your eyes or

when it fills & stream down your sunken cheeks. you

have lost count on how you got drowned in pain while

trying to trap the flooding tears gathering around the

banks of your eyes. or when you nurture the guilt

planted into your mind each time intruders of thought

whisper to you, be a man, you must not bring shame

to your kind. on countless occasions, you have

watched boys like you being thrusted prematurely

unto the laps of adulthood, only to come out older

than the last time you saw them. for how long

would this continue? that you have to wait to be

away from prying eyes to let the cradle of grief

rock you back & forth. when would they understand?

that you are of intricate tissue & rippling blood

& you have a heart that must not bleed beyond repair.


Solomon Timothy Hamza

is an emerging writer who studied Environmental Management at Kaduna State University, Kaduna State. He writes majorly on various aspects of the human life. His works have appeared or forthcoming on Brittle Paper, Nnoko stories Ice Floe Press, PROFWIC Crime Anthology and Fiery Scribe bi-annual Anthology. Aside reading and writing, he enjoys exploring nature and listening to music. Solomon Timothy Hamza-King/facebook.com.

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